jahat...zalim???

hikhik
ape eik nak tulis ari ni???bosan la..nakporum tada org teman pon....so ari ni nak tulis sal frenship..sahabat....sejak duwer menjak kehilangan kawan ni..mcm2 lak nak tulis...hehehe....

kawan???ada kawan mmg tuk teman kita time sedih timegembira...jgn lak time gembira gembiora sengsorang time sedih...baru nak cari kawan...hehe..yer la...bile dlm kesusahan..cari kawan....ltp time gembira tak igt kawan...bile kawan nak mintak tolong pon tak leh....

sebenar nyer dee still tak leh upa la...kawan dee....dee tak marakan dier sgt kalu dier mengaku..ni tak dier kaver lagi ada la..pelik betul la dier ni...jahat ker aku ni???
kadang terpikir dee yg jahat atau org keliling dee yg dengki

hahaha...kadang2 pada pendapat dee...seseorang tu menjadi jahat...kejam..dengki..atas desakan kehidupan sendiri.....contoh..andai kata seseorg tu mmg org susah...then dier dlm kesempitan....tak da apa leh bantu dier...dan biler peluang di depan mata....tak da apa di pikir lg....sekadar mendapat sedikit kesenangan....dosa dan pahala di lupakan...
dosa bermacam dosa...dee tak la pandai sgt....bab2 ni..tp sekadar satu pandangan...sebagai contoh...pasangan bercinta....walau pon alim macam mana skali pon..kalu dah berdua2an..iman pasti goyah...dee bukan cakapkosong...ni terjadi kat kawan dee...semayang mmg tak penah tgl..aurat mmg jaga..tp nafsu..dan seta mampu mengusai diri nya apabila berdua-duaan ngn pakwe dier...tu lah dee kata kadnag2 manusia berubah menjadi kejam,jahat kerana keterpaksaan...tanpa di sedari...

tp ada gak org yg mmg jahat...dia suka memonopoli org len...mengambil kesempatan..tp dr kajian...ni jugak desakan kehidupan..maybe semasa kanak2 dier mempunyai tekanan yg kuat....penderaan secara fizikil oleh keluarga dier..kawan2...atau apa saja..ketakutan yg ada di dalam seseorang apabila ia meletup...akan merubah seseorg....

tu lah tiada manusia yg di ciptakan menjadi jahat@kejam...sumer nyer terjadi oleh desakan kehidupan.....kekuatan iman.....semuga Allah SWT memberi petunjuk kepada kita semua....amin

kehendak Ilahi jua segala yg kau hadapi-rose_liz

kehendak Ilahi jua segala yg kau hadapi

bersyukurlah.........
atas pertemuan itu yg ditentukan Maha Berkuasa..
atas perpisahan itu yg ditakdirkan Maha Mengetahui..
atas segala keindahan dan keperitan yg pernah kau alami..

berdoalah............
agar hatimu disimbahi ketenangan..
agar hatinya bertemu kebahagiaan..
agar dirimu tidak lagi rawan..

bertawakallah.......
pastinya ada yg lebih indah menantimu.....................

Kepada yang masih SINGLE...

Cinta ibarat kupu-kupu.
Makin kau kejar, makin ia menghindar.
Tapi, bila kaubiarkan ia terbang, ia akan
menghampirimu di saat kau tak menduga.
Cinta mampu membahagiakanmu
tapi sering pula ia menyakiti,
Tapi cinta itu hanya istimewa
apabila kau berikan cinta
kepada seseorang yang layak menerima.
Kepada yang ragu-ragu dengan PERNIKAHAN...
Cinta bukannya mencari seseorang yang
"SEMPURNA", tetapi menemukan seseorang
yang mampu menjadikan dirimu sempurna.


Kepada PLAYBOY / PLAYGIRL...

Jangan katakan "AKU CINTA PADAMU!"
bila kau tidak benar-benar peduli.
Jangan bicarakan soal perasaan
bila itu tidak benar-benar ada.
Jangan kau sentuh hidup seseorang
bila kau hanya berniat main-main dengannya.
Jangan menatap ke dalam mata seseorang
bila apa yang kau lakukan hanya pembohongan.
Hal paling kejam yg dilakukan ialah
membuat seseorang jatuh cinta,
sedangkan kau tdk berniat langsung
"UNTUK MENERIMANYA" saat ia terjatuh.


Kepada yang PATAH HATI...

Sakit... luka… hancur.. patah hati...
bertahan selama kau menginginkannya
dan akan menghiris luka sedalam kau membiarkannya.
Persoalannya, bukan bagaimana mengatasi rasa sakit itu,
tetapi adalah apa yang boleh diambil dan di hayati
sebagai pengajaran dan hikmahnya.


Kepada yang BELUM PERNAH JATUH CINTA...

Bagaimana kalau jatuh cinta?
Mahu jatuh, jatuhlah! Tetapi, jangan sampai terjerumus.
Biar selamba tapi stabil. Berkongsilah tetapi jangan tak adil.
Cubalah untuk memahami tetapi bukan bermakna
tidak boleh meminta apa2.
Bersedialah untuk terluka dan menderita,
tetapi jangan simpan semua rasa sakit
jika itu yang benar2 dialami.


Kepada yang ingin MENGUASAI...

Hatimu patah melihat orang yang kau cintai
berbahagia dgn org lain,
tetapi akan lebih sakit lagi apabila mengetahui
bahawa orang yang kau cintai ternyata
tidak bahagia dengan mu.


Kepada yang takut MENGAKUI...

Cinta menyakitkan bila anda
putuskan hubungan dengan seseorang.
Tetapi, lebih sakit lagi bila seseorang
memutuskan hubungan dengan mu.
Tetapi, cinta paling menyakitkan apabila
Orang yang kau cintai langsung tidak
mengetahui perasaanmu terhadapnya.


Kepada yang masih bertahan
MENCINTAI SESEORANG YANG TELAH PERGI...

Hal menyedihkan dalam hidup ialah
bila kau bertemu seseorang lalu jatuh cinta.
Kemudian akhirnya menyedari bahawa
dia bukanlah jodohmu dan kau telah
mensia-siakan masa bertahun-tahun
untuk seseorang yang tidak layak.
Kalau sekarang dia sudah tidak layak,
10 tahun dari sekarang pun dia tetap tak akan layak.
Biarkan dia pergi dan lupakan..






dalam hati ada budi

end

ari ni cam biasa gi jenjalan...td kat tesco aku duk kusi patah..malu betulmuhaha..klat food court...tp tu bukan menyedih kan aku..ni aku dpt msg dr piza....ni lah end antara kitaorg..maybe bahsa aku kasar tp tu lah geram


Akum,Mas,aku betl2 terasa dgn ape yg ko msg ari 2.mmg aku dh 2mgu xde krdt.xkn sbb aku xmsg ko,ko leh anta msg cm2 seX?aku tau,dlm byk2 mber ko,ko brani tgur sal xpuas hati dgn aku.acik dl pnh ke ko tgur cmni seX?aku tau aku ni xreti nk mh,tgur2.btl kt ko akuni plg bodoh bercinte.ko sebnrnya xphm situasi & mslh aku.ko kutuk aku mcm2.xpela,mmg ade btl msg2 ko 2.aku ni mmg xlyk djdkn kwn baik.aku xtaunape aku nisll ko jd mgse lepaskn kemarahan ko.k la.thnx 4 everythng.-1717

hahah...very funny.....see....did i get mad becoz not replying my msg??wahaahaha...kelakar betul....aku marah sebab ko kat mlk tp tak mengaku..muahah..lawakkan..ni lah pembohongan...dier tak paham kenapa aku suka terus terang...coz dier adalah kwn baik aku...tp dier tak paham..dier tak tahu ari2 aku pikir....dier tak tahu dan tak paham....asal dgn acik???aku tak kontek acik dah berkurun dah....penah ker acik tak tepati janji???adakah acik kawan baik aku mcm dia???tak bg sumer soalan....maybe dier tak paham aku....
ni yg aku reply

hahaha bt lawak.ko igt aku marasbb ko xbls msg aku ke?aku mara sbb ko kt mlk!xyah nk pura2 lg la.br aku knal ko.wtpe aku nk mara acik?acik pnh xtepati janji?acik 2 kwn baik aku ke?haha cube ko pkir sendri.kalu ko rasa aku slh kenapa bkn ari sabtu ko reply msg aku.apa hak helmi nk ktk aku lak.kenapa bkln ko.aku lh trima jaku ko ag.nth la aku dh twr hati ngn ko.aku dh lps segala yg aku pendam.kalu ko xsuka i2 ko nye pslpentng aku dh xda apa nk kata lg!-1725

the she replies

dh ten2la aku xde krdt.helmi sdr bgtau ko yg smkd aku kt die.so tulgla ko pcy@x.xkn sbb aku ade 2ari kt mlk,ko nk mrh aku xtentu psl?dhla akupn dh mls nk lyn perangai ko yg nthmcm ape2je!ko pn mmg suka mrh aku xtentu psl.slame aku kwn ko,aku rs terkongkong ko tau x.aku nk g mane2 nk bgtau ko!bosn tau x-1731

hahah ni pon kelakar...tak megaku kat mlk..tp ayat mcm ni
"xkn sbb aku ade 2ari kt mlk"
muhahah gioler..betul..aku mara sebab paa sebab penipu!!!kalu pon ngaku jer lah sori tak bg tau ko aku kt mlk...word sorry mean everything!

la aku xminx ko nk bg tau pn.weh g mampus ar sama ko bole bohong aku lagi kalu bukti dpn mata.kalo ko xda kdt camane helmi lh reply.ko xsuka aku kn dh la mmg aku kongkng idup ko.g mampus sama ko mulai ari ni agp la kita xpnh knl.x pyh reply dahkalu benci sgt!1736

wah dier reply ag

dh helmi grm btl dgn msg2 ko,die topup ar.aku tau,mmg slamekwn ni ko mmg doakan akuni mampuskn?akupn dh mls kt ni pnh knl.akupn,slameni aku kwn gn ko,ko xpnh ikhls pn.ko l;ebih hrp aku ni mcm aimi&mcm kwn baik ko yg len!dh la anggap kita ni xpnah knl&ko lupekan aku mcm aku h xidup ok!1745

hahah tgk ni tak abis2 libatkan amy....apa slh amy????ntah la...bg aku aku mara sgt sebab dier tak jujur!

then aku reply

mmg la ko xsuka knl aku.aku kmgkng idup ko,aku suka mara2 ko,mcm2 lg la pendek kata ganggu idup ko.kwn mcm aku mmg xbernilai.kalu xkwn ngn aku pn ko xrug apa2.ko ada byk kwn ln yglbh memahami ko dr aku.kalu ko kata aku banding ko ngn amy ko silap.aku xsamakan kwn.tp amy xpnh kutk ko ko je slalo cr slh dia-1825

ni dier reply

aku sebnrny xsuke ko suke ungkit bend2 lps bile ko mrh aku.aku tau akuni jht,xmcm kwn2 ko yg len.aku xksh ko nk ckp akuni ape2pn.aku h lali nk dgr.aimi 2,kwn ko dr dl.baik&rpt dgb ko.aku xpnh slh kn aimi pn.tp ko jgn slh anggp ape aku ckpni.aku tau aimi 2 mmg dr dl xsuke aku.stop.mmg btl ckp ko ari tu,xrugipn ko xkwn aku.aku trime.so skng ni,ko xpyhla anggp aku kwn baik ko lg ape aku buat slameni mmg ko xsuke.rpnye jd kwn baik lg seksa dr kwn buiasa-1850

tak paham betul..x abis2 banding ngn amy! apa ntah salah amy..amy tak penah kutuk piza dpn aku...ckp pasal piza...malahan dier tanya kabar piza sumertu..yg slalo duk ckp tak sukapiza!! tak paham betul aku....aku tunggu dier nyer pengakuan jer..tu jher tp takda...ni aku br jer anta

dh mmg ko xske xpa la.sampai cni jer la kita.xguna dh.apa guna kwnkalu membohong kwn.kwn baik 2 sronok klau dua2 jujur.dh kalu ni lhend of our frnsh xpa la.2 yg tbaik buat ko-1946

betul apa aku ckp...kwn tu sronok kalu kita jujur kalu tiopu sunat tapa...ni tipu menyakitkan hati..then xngaku....dah tak reply dah..tat mean mmg end of our frenship...aku slalo pegnag pada quote ni..buttak leh wat apa..ego??ntah la..kalu org tak sudi sudah la

"if you're mad wit some1 and nobody's there 2 fix the situation...u fix iturself....."

smtmt 2000/01

rindu betul kat kengkawan skola..skang dah tak da member nak cita dah...takda member tuk mengimbau masa2 muda dulu...hikhik.....ntah la....life goes on...hehehe....ni gamba poertama yg aku suka.....ni lah meja prep aku..pling last skali..atau pling depan skali???hehe....dunno....

cuba teka mana satu aku....budak yg duk atas meja yg pling cute tu achik...yg baju kuning tu lagi kiut hehehe....lakang aku mai...balang lagi fiza...sebelah acik yg bediri tu pon fiza...yg duduk tu suhana....eh paham ker penerangan dee ni???hehehe
sendri paham2 kan la yer















gamba yg ni lak...ni lah budak pompuan kelas aku...nak kenalan??tatau la dah berpunye ke belum..tp lum kawen ag la...hehehe
suhada,shida,ayu,deq as,suhana,fiza,fuzah,aku....dlu aku sgt pemalu hehe....masa tu tak juin pon budak kelas ni..sumer sombong2















ni time prep ngn speckie..sebab tak pat gi prep kat kelas eh dating hehehe













ni gamba mlm jamuan apa ntah jamuan blok kut..hehe...lawa dak specki kan...baju peramugari...dayat yg jubah tu



























ni lkah pelajar2 lelaki dlm kelas..hehe..sapa yg bisa mencuri hati ku???hahah kisah dulu kini tiada lagi.....


































ada byk ag gamba time skola nanti dee letak..hikhik..tp segan..selekeh betul time skola dlu...muhahaha

uwaa...

gamba2 bear kat bawah ni mmg wat aku sedih.....teambah ygbear hug ru....even a bear know war love..for wat hugs.... ya reality sucks!!!sumtimes i hate my self for loving me...hehe.....paham ker apa aku ckp...tak penting pon....yg penting...sedih biler tgk bear tu hugs.......terasa mcm aku kehilangan sesuatu....air mata tak mampu mengantikan nya.....tp air mata tetap mengalir jugak

cute seh......

The Bear Blessing

This was too cute NOT to pass along !



Wishing you

In your busy life .




Time for Relaxation


Good Sleep


Good Health with Exercise


Someone to Dance With


.. a Bit of Adventure


Good Looks


But Most of All ...

I Wish You Lots of Bear Hugs


And The Comforts of Real Love



Many Blessings...








May you always have love to share, health to spare, and friends that care.


But watch out for those darn penguins!


Do you ever feel like doing this to someone?

Otai Lawak (dee_dee) : Babies Fight (week2) ni la yg aku submit..

minggu ni bosan sangat jadi din mengajak kawan2 nya lepak2 minum2


lepak sana dari kul 8...tp bila kul 10...macam ni la jadi nya


lepas dah minum tu biasa la nature called, so din pon mencuba dengan susah payah tuk aim kan sasaran.


dah abis membuang tetibe terbau sesuatu yg kureng enak skali...jadi din pon mengintai di kamar sebelah...din terlihat


din ni dgn tanpa segan silu menyound

"EEE! tutup pintu la! busuk nak mampus!"

tp budak tu membalas


din pon membalas semula


tanpa di sedari rupa rupa nya din gaduh ngan dia...itu lah perkara terakhir yg din igt


dan yg pasti ini lah rupa baby yg kene belasan ngan din

rajin nyerr

wahahahaaha......................napa sejak dua tiga hari aku rajin nak menulis blog ni....maybe sebab aku rajin...wahahaha.....tada la aku bosan nk porum memalam dah tada org...tgh cari idea la.....nak wat tuk otai lawak.....igtkan ada saringan lagi rupa nyer tada....5 july ni bday adik aku....yg no4..wlau pon slalo jer aku memarah dia tada la aku tak sayang dier benci dia....cume biasa la gaduh2 tu kan..nak kasi adiah apa ek...last year kasi teddy bear...suka gak dier..tp dier bwk gi asrama...tp dier takut lak..kata nya benda tu kuis kuis dier wahahaha..skang teddy tu kat lam keta jer....

i miss u

Where'd You Go by Fort Minor

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

She said somedays I feel like shit

Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit

I don't understand why you have to always be gone

I get along but your trips always feel so long

And I find myself trying to stay by the phone

Because your voice always helps to not feel so alone

But I feel like an idiot, working my day around a call

And when I pick up I don't have much to say,

so I want you to know it's a little fucked up

that I'm stuck here waiting,

at times debating

Telling you that I've had it with you and your career

Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Please Come back home

You know, the place where you used to live

Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs

Used to have a little party every halloween

with candy by the pile

but now you only stop by every once in a while

Shit I find myself just filling my time

With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind

I'm doing fine I plan to keep it that way

You can call me if you find

that you have something to say

And I'll tell you

I want you to know it's a little fucked up

that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating

Telling you that I've had it with you and your career

Me and the rest of the family here singing

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Please Come back home

I want you to know it's a

little fucked up that

I'm stuck here waiting,

no longer debating

Tired of sitting and hating and making

these excuses

For why you're not around,

and feeling so useless

It seems one thing has been true all along

You don't really know what you've got

till its gone I guess I've had it with you and your career

When you come back

I won't be here and you can sing it

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone

Where'd you go?

I miss you so

Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

Please Come back home

Please Come back home

Please Come back home

Please Come back home

Please Come back home

erm...rindu betul....kat sapa ek....kalu dgr lagu ni jer terasa rindu..sapa lah org yg dapat rindu aku tu ek...rindu nyerr.....rasa nak menangis jer...kerinduan yg teramat sgt...tolong la jauh kan diri ku dari kerinduan ini.....

3 JULAI 2006

hmm...ari isnin..dah tak keje dah...tp bgn awal gaknampak nya dee skng dah rajin bgn awal

bgn2 jer benda yg aku tgk hp

tgk kalu2 ada msg...got 1 msg...oo...member lama aku register kat kutkm...jd junior aku la



tp tu bukan msg yg aku tunggu kan...aku tunggu msg dr seorang kwn yg pernah aku syangi..tp tu lah..takda pon...nak wat camana..dier mmg tamo selamatkan persahabatan kami...tak bernilai pon...

mmg pon tak ebrnilai kalu di jual sekali pon tak laku...sedih betul...dier tak nak jawap soalan aku dier suh pakwe dier marah aku...aku bukan kutuk dier..

aku memberi tahu hakikat tentang dier.....aku meletakkan cermin yg besar kat depan dier...tapi dier tak nampak gak tetap salah aku

aku tau sumer dah berakhir...aku tak rasa sumer akan kembali normal....sebab mcm mana jadi kat ayu...mcm tu la kat aku...padan la ayu tak layan dier lagi...walau pon maybe mmg salah ayu..tp ayu berahsia sebab nak jaga hati dier..mcm la helmi tu salah langsung..pakwe boleh di maafkan..tp kawan???sorry to say la..

kenapa aku syang dier???as a fren??sebab aku kenal dier lama..aku suka ketawa ngn dier nanggis ngn dier..tp dier tak rasa mcm tu..dier rasa aku susahkan idup dier ganggu dernag...ganggu kehidupan bahagia dia..kalu betul la dier tak salah dier mmg akan usaha kol aku...msg la paling murah kan...tp satu pon tak..sudah la hati aku dah tawar....sedih??mmmg la sedih...tapi kalu seorang sahaja berusaha nak selamat kan mcm mana???aku mmg tekan dier..sebab aku nk pengakuan tulus...aku boleh maaf kan!! tp pakwe dier kata aku sesuka hati nak kutuk fiza...ok...tak pa..dulu kalu piza tak on hp sket jko kata piza g pasang len ko cari aku...macam sial punya jantan...ko igt ko akan bahagia..macam sial dua2....macam sial...aku geram betul!!!!!

kawan kawan....

ni 1 st time nak tuleh sambil meluahkan perasaa...sedey betul....seorang kawan sanggupo korban kan kawan nya kerana seorang lelaki.... nampak nya aku terpaksa la hadapi kenyataan...KAWAN HANYA DI PERLUKAN JIKA KITA DI PERLUKAN....semalam tak tahu kenpa tergerak hati ni nak cek kat mana si kawan berada.....arghh tak sangka di melaka!!!kenapa tak bagi tahu aku???Sedey sgt...seorang kawan sanggup menipu seorang kawan yg setia mempercayai kawan nya....aku anta msg sebelum tu pon tak balas...aku anata mcm ni...
sombong skang..kenapa senyap jer...ok lah dier tak balas...aku pikir tak de kredit...aku ptg sket anta lagi...buitstill no answer...its ok...esok bnya petang kul 17:33,,,tak penah aku terpikir atau terlintas nak gunakan frenfinder....aku cuba...argh....aku dalam hati berdoa...mintak2 di shah alam...rupa2 nya...ni la yg aku dpt

Friend Finder : 012xxxxxxx
is near Klebang, MELAKA,
JLN PANTAI EMAS TMN PANTAI EMAS
BKT RAMBAI @ 17:33

sedih betul....aku tak snagka langsung.....aku terus hanta msg...

aku tak sangka langsung...i know wer r u rite now!-17:40

tak pulak dier balas...tak pa...aku tak tahu kenapa hati ni geram sangat aku anta msg lagi

Xsangka sgt piza.sedih aku.aku sangka ko kwn baik aku xkan berahsia ngn aku rupa2 aku salah selama ni.aku suka ganggu hdup bahagia ko ngn pakwe ko.aku xkan ganggu ko lagi. tq 4 everything!aku still xpercaya.

bukan tak caya.cuma skang aku leboih percaya dlu aku tak pasti.ko slhkan aku pulaukan ko.kalu kua ngan amy.kalu aku kua ngn ko, ko yg berkepit ngn pakwe ko aku xlayan pn. mlm kat mbmb 2 kunun aku pulau ko.tp ko yang bwk diri ko...oo ko yg byk bersabar ngn aku kan?sapa yg byk bersabar ntah.aku tau ko xpenah syg pon frenship kita.sumer itu lakunan.-17:55

still no reply
then kemarahan semakin menjadi2..aku pon la kat forum kemarahan aku

bodo punyer kawan......ni mmmg aku geram sgt..pnipu....kata kat shah alam tp kat mlk kat umah pakwe dier!!!

sedey aku kwn baik sendri tipu aku

tak tau napa tgn ni gatal cek cek ada kat MELAKA kat umah pakwe dier...sdkt hati tau...

asal dier tak ckp jer kat aku//.aku tau dier bukan jenis tada kedit sumer nyer nak ngelak...

dier kata dier yg slalo bersabar ngn aku....tp aku yg slalo bersabar...

dier kata kalu aku kuar ngn dier aku bwk kwn aku yg len sorang aku ketepikan dier..

walhal aku tak oenah buatsumertu...

ada skali tu kaur bertige tetibe pakwe dier dtg menyemak pastu dier kepit ngn pakwe dier tp ckp aku pulaukan dier...

bodo nyer pompuan...pastu ada harapan nak samb degre ag...

tp sibuk nak kawen nak kumpul duit ngn pakwe bangang diertu korbankan segala gala nya...

aku ni tak penah kutuk apa dier slalo kene kutuk..wahahah....

sedih sgt...ni bukan kalikedua dah bapepuluh kali dah kali ini aku tekad takkan kontek dier ag...

dier anta la sertatus msg skali pon sori to say la...dulu aku dah kata bubbye...tp ntah la lembut sgt hati....

skang aku dah rasa yg dier mmg takperlukan aku pon..dier ada pakwe...

so apa penting nyer aku?the most im[portant person in her life is her boyfriend...!!!

boyfriend yg mcm [pondan tu....ko tau perasan nyerpakwe dier siap ckp lecturer mengandung 5bln minat kat dier..

nak kasi kawan aku ni jeles....bodo ker tak bodo nama tu???

pahtu abis sumer org minat dier..kalu aku tgk nak termuntah ada la...

pastu kalu aku bwk kawan aku sorang lagi dier takutsgt kawan aku yg tu tekel pakwe dier..

siap aku terperasan msg kat hp dier jgn layan amy tau...

ereeeiii geli aku...ntah2 aku pon dier takut pakwe dier..aku tak tingin nakmuntah ada la

aku bukan hepi tp sedey....kwn buat mcm ni...dan aku ilang kwn...

biler susah gaduh ngn pakwe cari aku....aku sedih tau....dier kata au takpaham dier..

sebab aku tada pakwe..nanti aku akan rasa mcm dier rasa....

aku tgk kawan aku yg le3n ada pakwe tada la mcm dier kebodohan yg amat sgt....wat eva la....benci betul aku

skang aku sedih sebab kwn aku buat cam2...dah tu pasni tah la



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lama sket...aku rasa nak anta msg kali ni bahasa aku kurnag elok sket...

U r so sucks!xpnh aku sangka dpt kwn mcm ko kalu susah br cr aku time gegatal ngn pakwe ko.xnyesal aku xkwn ko, nyesal aku sebab kenal ko.-22:06

still no answers aku rasa mara sgt so aku anta lagi msg..kali ni bahasa aku lg teruk

duck u bitch.mmg ko xkn ada kwn kalu perangai cengini rupa.igt sket dlm dunia ni org ido bergantung sesama len.jgn sampai satu masa nanti br ko sedar.xguna dah-00:27

stil;l no answer..hati sapa yg tak hancur..kawan sendiri mcm ni...apa salah dier kata dier kat melaka tapi tak dpt jumpa aku salah kah itu?aku tak paham sumer ni...kenapa dier boleh duduk umah pakwe dier...walhalbukan muhrim??biar pon ada mak bapak lelaki tu..tp..apa salah umah aku??kenapa kat umah aku tamo makan kalu mak aku masak??kenapa kat umah lelaki tu terhegeh2 nak tolong masak sumer???kenapa gunakan nama aku kalu nak tido umah lelaki itu??kenapa tak cakap saja pada mak bapak ko..nenek ko...kenapa kat umah aku senang betul ko tido tapi kat umah pakweko..tak boleh tido..sanggupmenyusup keluar bilik dan berdua dua an...alasan ko satu jer...aku tak paham ko...aku tak ada pakwe so aku rtak paham ko...kenapa aku tak paham ko??sebab aku takpenah ada pakwe keR?/sebab tu....tolong la..banyak2 kawan aku..sumer mmg ada pakwe...aku terasa??sumtimes la..tp aku tak kemarukpon nak berpakwe...aimi tu ada gak pakwe...tp dier ada masa spend masa ngn aku..dierpon belajar jauh...lagi susah jumpa pakwe dier...tp ada masa tuk aku..kalu aku kuat ngn dioer wif her boyfriend skali pon deir takpenah sisihkan aku macam ko slalo buat kat aku....

igt tak masa aku ada intebiu kat shah alam???aku dah kompom ngn ko dr awal..nak tido umah ko sumer..mmg aku nakl mintak tolon ko oswang jer masa tu tp last minit sehari sebelum aku pegi sana..ko msg sori tak dapat jumpaq..hari tu aku nak anta jubah...eh takkan anta jubah sampai kul 6 ptg...aku kan gi umah ko 6 lebih...ko kata nak jumpe pakwe ko...eh korang kan satu poli..hari2 pon dah jumpa kawan ko ni setahun sekali jer ko jumpepon tak leh...sakit tau hati aku masa tu...

byk sgt kisahj2 ko ngn aku....igt tak masa ayu,acik aku dah merancang nak jumpe ko berempat...tp ko??>?kensel alasan nak blk shah alam skali si acik jumpe ko kat melaka central berdua dua an ngn pakwe sotong ko tu...

hari ni aku anta msg lagi..tak tahu napa aku tak leh lupakan ko..kemarahan aku terlalu meluap2..

terpikir kat ko.napa aku anta msg bertubi2 tp ko xbls 1 pn.ko bkn jenis xda kedit.kalu xda pn susah ke nak topup rm5 je?xpn public pon byk xkn xlh kol.mean ko mmg xksah ilang frenshp ni kan.bodo nyer perkataan KWN BAIK.xda nilai pn bg ko.aku jer pkr cm2 jaga hati ko.tp?ko kata ko yg byk bersabar kan.haha ko kata zaini,balqis bitch tp ko sedri la.ko tkt sgt ilang pakwe sotong ko 2.aku bkn xske pakwe ko tp aku aku tak ske ko nyer pangai.tp kon slalo kata aku slh.1 ari nanti aku arap ko dpt pengajaran yg ko xkn lupa!pikir la byk lagi yg ko blum blaja.esok xsapa tau apa akn terjadi.dan aku rasa ini msg terakhir aku bye.-16:39

kali ni dier balas

napa dgn ko?anta msg xtentu psl.buruk2kn fiza?smkd fiza kat aku.skgni aku on the way nk g sah alam.fiza dh lame xtopup.ko tny la elok2 br leh hentam.klu ko rasa aku kapel dgn fiza menyakitkan hati ko,aku mintak maaf.tp ko xpyh nk mburuk2kn fiza,anta msg xtentu psl.klu ko rs slame kwn dgn fiza,perangai fiza 2 jht sgt,xpela.ko sbg kwn,ko je yg lyk m'tfsir.fiza lgsg xtau ape2 sal msg2 ko bg ni.aku xnk bg tau dia coz mst sedih tau perangai kawan dier macm ni.-1746

hahahahahaha....aku bengang lafgi..PENIPU BESAR.....AKU KENAL PIZA TAKPENAH DIER TUKAR SIMKAD TETAMBAH DIER BARU JER BAIS BELAJAR TGHCARI KEJE MANA DIER NAK PAKAI NO..TAKKAN POAKAI NO PAKWE DIER CARI KEJE TAK LOGIK LANGSUNG..MCM SIAL SAKIT HATI AKU...HAHA SEBENAR DIER BENGSANG AKU KUTUK DIER SOTONG...AKU TAU [IZA ADA DGN DIER...AKU TAU THEN ALKU REPLY LAGI

napa dr semlm senyap?xyah pura2 lg la aku dh tau la-1759

kalu ko pikir aku tak layak jd kawan pza ok la.pza pn tau aku mmg xlayak jd kwn dia.kalu mmg la dia xtau aku msg sumer ni bgtau je la kat dia.xpa lala mmg sapa lah aku ni tuk dia-18:06

dr semlm aku dh tanya aku bkn baru tanya td.nape?ko bengang aku kutuk ko?aku tau la sumer nye tak xyah nak selindung kaver.aku bkn judge piza!aku xpuas hati apa mest die buhung.ko xnk tanya mana aku tau dia kat mlk?-18:07



haha...aku tatau mana betul tp hati kau kuat menyatakan yg dier...mmg kat mlk..now dh blk shah alam la...pegi lamampus sama dier....aku dah tak tahan dah....aku tahu lama dah pakwe dier mmg takj suka kat aku....haha..kelakar kan...mcm la aku ni lelaki nak rampas awek dier..wat everpiza....semuga ko berbahagia la...aku dah tak ganggu idup ko..mesti ko bertambah suka kan...lepas msg dia tas sekarang 21:15


still no reply...so wat should i say?????hahah..terbukti sap[a lebih penipu kan...kalu dier tak salah pasti dier dah bls msg2 itu kan!!!

Graduation (Friends Forever)

VITAMIN C LYRICS
"Graduation (Friends Forever)"
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

Where we're gonna be when we turn 25

I keep thinking times will never change

Keep on thinking things will always be the same

But when we leave this year we won't be coming back

No more hanging out cause we're on a different track

And if you got something that you need to say

You better say it right now cause you don't have another day

Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down

These memories are playing like a film without sound

And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love

But it came too soon

And there was me and you

And then we got real blue

Stay at home talking on the telephone

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared

Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair

And this is how it feels
As we go onWe remember

All the times weHad together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still beFriends Forever
So if we get the big jobs

And we make the big money

When we look back now

Will our jokes still be funny?

Will we still remember everything we learned in school?

Still be trying to break every single rule

Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?

Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?

I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

And this is how it feels
As we go onWe remember

All the times weHad togetherAnd as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever
La, la, la, la:Yeah, yeah, yeah

La, la, la, la:

We will still be friends forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?

Can we survive it out there?

Can we make it somehow?

I guess I thought that this would never end

And suddenly it's like we're women and men

Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?

Will these memories fade when I leave this townI keep,

I keep thinking that it's not goodbye

Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever
As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still be

Friends Forever
As we go on

We remember

All the times we

Had together

And as our lives change

Come Whatever

We will still beFriends Forever

Cinderella

I used to be a girlfriend and I know I did it well

Oh yes you know its true

You'd call me Cinderella

All you had to do was yell

And I'd be there for you

Here I am

So try to forgive me

I don't believe in fairy tales

Here we are with nothing but honesty

I've had enough

I'm not gonna stay

I'm sorry for running away like this

And I'm sorry, I've already made my wish

Ahaah, But Cinderella is got to go

From time to time

I'd try to tell just what was on my mind.

You'd tell me not today.

Come back, do that.

Well, Cinderella ah...was all you had to say

Here I am

So try to forgive me

I don't believe in fairy tales

Here we are with nothing but honesty

I've had enough

I'm not gonna stay

I'm sorry for running away like this

And I'm sorry I've already made my wish

Ahaah, But Cinderella is got to go

I'm sorry just trying to live my life

Don't worry you are going to be alright

Ah, But Cinderella is got to go..

(Voice)You use to say I want you

You cast me in your spell

I did everything you wanted me to do

But now I shoutFirst your reasons why you lie to me

I wont be blind you see

My love it can't be sacrificedI won't pretend to be

I'm so sorryI've already made up my mind

I won't return to youI'm sorry to say

I'm running away now

Don't worry you will be alright...I'm running away

I'm made up my mind now

you're gonna have to let me go(she is got to goooooooooooo)

I'm sorry for running away like this

And I'm sorry I've already made my wish

Ah, But Cinderella is got to go

I'm sorry just trying to live my life

Don't worry you are going to be alright

Ah, But Cinderella is got to go

bad day-daniel powter

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out
Wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that
Strong
Well I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You see what you like
And how does it feel, one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

suka sgt lagu ni...kalu rasa amat sedih...nyanyi lagu ni mmg best..pehtu video klip dier pon best...wahh...gue udah jatuh cinta pada nya